Fly Like An Eagle: Larry Hagman On Psychedelics
Andrew Goldman interviews him for The New York Times:
I gather you've tried pretty much every drug, including mescaline, which you ate on an Indian reservation. Well, I was in a hut with about 10 young Indian boys. I took this stuff and got real sick, but after a while that passed, and I looked down and I had bird's claws, bird's feet and fur instead of feathers. I thought, Well, golly, this is interesting. I flew around the hut, and then I flew through the wall and flew around the reservation and came back. It was a heavy-duty spiritual thing. I wouldn't particularly want to do it again, but it was a wonderful experience.Hold on, so you actually think you turned into a bird?
I'm sure it was an out-of-body experience, but at the time I did. And I enjoyed flying too.The problem with psychedelic drugs is that you feel as if you've unlocked the mysteries of the universe, but after the trip is done you can't remember what you learned.
Oh, God, no. I remembered almost everything afterward. It comes into play in your permanent psyche. For me, they gave me great compassion and a love of everything.







...I'd say this guy kind of undercuts evolution.
I fear for the future of mankind, for we see in this man the beginnings of idiocracy.
Robert at August 14, 2011 9:36 AM
The larger article at the NYTimes is fairly entertaining. Especially the part about being drunk playing J.R.
So, Robert, your problem with someone you don't know doing what he wants to and talking about it is what, exactly? Are you feeling harmed or just threatened that other people express themselves a little more openly?
If this is the kind of thing that makes you 'fear for the future' . . .
DrCos at August 14, 2011 9:49 AM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2421648">comment from RobertI fear for the future of mankind, for we see in this man the beginnings of idiocracy.
Why? Because drug use makes you feel afraid? Because you harbor the prejudice that all drug use is abuse? It is not.
Have you ever taken psychedelics? I have. I took LSD once, in a supervised situation. I'm a lightweight, and it was way to strong for me. But, when I was feeling pretty lost in my 20s, I took mushrooms a few times and worked out some stuff while on them.
I was friends with the late Os Janiger who did some of the research on LSD, and also with the late Terrence McKenna, who wrote a good book that speaks about psychological growth through drug use, "Archaic Revival."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oscar_Janiger
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terence_McKenna
Amy Alkon
at August 14, 2011 9:51 AM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2421651">comment from Amy AlkonOh, and Robert, do you see ANY evidence that Hagman was harmed by his drug use? He's a successful, productive guy, who's been married to the same woman for over 50 years. The interview doesn't exactly reflect the ramblings of an idiot.
Amy Alkon
at August 14, 2011 9:55 AM
Robert:
1) Would you feel the same if he just drank alcohol?
2) What do you say about the growing percentage of people who are permanently on anti-depressants and other mood altering drugs? Or the large number of boys being doped into feminine submission in our schools?
Ben David at August 14, 2011 11:07 AM
... oh and
3) You do realize that this is pretty normal for Hollywood?
Ben David at August 14, 2011 11:09 AM
He's an idiot who thinks he had an out of body experience on a drug trip.
No he's not on public assistance or otherwise a leech.
And no I don't harbor the illusion that all drug use is abuse. The closest thing I do to drugs though is my weekly cigar. My job entails random testing, so even if I were so inclined, I would be risking to much to experiment.
But someone who thinks they had an out of body experience where they were flying and passes it off as a spiritual experience is an idiot, whatever their employment.
DrCos, people are free to be as stupid as they like. I don't have to respect them for it.
Robert at August 14, 2011 11:11 AM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2421711">comment from Ben David2) What do you say about the growing percentage of people who are permanently on anti-depressants and other mood altering drugs? Or the large number of boys being doped into feminine submission in our schools?
Spoken like a guy who knows nothing about ADD/ADHD.
My doctor just changed my ADHD medication -- I'll write about this soon. I took the new medication for the first time yesterday, and it has changed my life in terms of my ability to be productive as a writer. I have struggled for 47 years to pay attention, and my ADHD has gotten worse in the past few years, and it's become harder and harder for me to focus. Yesterday, on this new drug, I got a sense of what it must be like to have a brain like everybody else. Where you can just decide to pay attention to something and work, and your brain focuses. (My brain, not on this drug, feels like I have 16 squirrels in it, all running off in different directions.)
Maybe some children are being medicated because they are behavior problems, rather than having the true signs of ADD/ADHD, but it is a dopamine disorder. If you sneer at taking medication to make your brain work better, do you also sneer at taking insulin for diabetes?
Try to engage your brain instead of just your emotions before commenting on drugs.
I have struggled every day with my writing, and have accomplished a lot despite how hard it's been every day, and now it seems I can just be a hard worker and get work done...without this constant struggle to rein in my brain from going off in many different directions. More on this soon.
Amy Alkon
at August 14, 2011 11:17 AM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2421714">comment from RobertBut someone who thinks they had an out of body experience where they were flying and passes it off as a spiritual experience is an idiot, whatever their employment.
Correct me if I'm wrong, but you have not taken LSD or other psychedelics?
And you feel qualified to comment on what their effects are and are not?
LSD: Ce n'est pas une pipe, let me just say. To equate it with smoking a cigar is beyond ludicrous.
I have taken LSD, and I will tell that I got from it a feeling of "onement," to borrow from a Barnett Newman painting title, with everything and everyone on earth. I am not religious, and don't believe in god, but that was a lovely and very meaningful feeling that influences me to this day.
These very negative comments here seem to come from ignorance and fear more than anything else.
I've actually long thought that psychedelics could be helpful in therapy, because they loosen people from their defenses in a way that might take years or never be accomplished in talk therapy, and allow the person or the therapist to talk to them with those defenses down.
Amy Alkon
at August 14, 2011 11:23 AM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2421717">comment from Ben David... oh and 3) You do realize that this is pretty normal for Hollywood?
Have you even BEEN to Hollywood? Know any actors? I was very close with Marlon Brando, and dated an actor -- one whose movies you've seen -- and you're full of it.
Amy Alkon
at August 14, 2011 11:25 AM
A. I didn't compare it to smoking a cigar, I said its the closest I come, I didn't feel the need to add that it was a few miles away from that. Seemed rather obvious to me.
B. I am not commenting on their biochemical impact miss Alkon, what I AM saying, is that if a man gets himself hopped up on a chemical, and runs around in a tent under the visual delusion that he's grown fur, and then passes that off as a spiritual out of body experience...he's a fucking moron.
The only thing I fear is that we have a case of survival of the fittest being proved wrong.
Look, I don't give a damn if someone snorts blow or smokes crack or chows down on shrooms or lights up a joint. Its not drug use that bothers me. Its the rest of his idiocy that annoys me.
Put another way, its one thing for David Hasselhof to get himself so drunk he can barely crawl to a hamburger and eat it, it would be quite another if after the fact he were claiming that as a profound spiritual experience.
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Ben David, if he thought alcohol was giving him some special spiritual insight...yeah, I would.
As to what I would say about the growing number of people on...etc etc etc.
Meh, I have ADHD and popped a few prescription pills for that for decades. While I was deployed I took a prescription drug to help me out after it was suggested that my memory lapses were due to being a little bit to close to some explosions during the first year of the Iraq war.
Chemicals have their place in treatment, hell our bodies are based, when you get right down to it, entirely upon chemical reactions, right down to our brain activity. Do I think overprescription is a problem? Certainly I do. Do people tend to look for miracles in bottles? Sure, its part of our national culture and spirit to be wowed by science and technology. And to that end people sometimes take it to far, looking for pills when a little self discipline is all it takes. But just because it can be taken to far doesn't mean those pills are never necessary as part of treatment.
As far as doping boys into feminine submission...correct me if I'm wrong but isn't bullying and school violence still an ongoing issue around the country? If people are trying to dope boys into submission, they're not doing a very good job of it.
Robert at August 14, 2011 11:49 AM
I have loved Larry since I dream of jeannie, and could care less about his drug use. But I am pretty sure he came close to death while waiting for a liver transplant, so I am reasonably sure he was doing more than Indian rituals. It us amazing how the David crosbys and Larry hagmans seem to get livers while mere mortals die off daily waiting.
ronc at August 14, 2011 12:10 PM
Ben David, I have a son who was prescribed medication for ADD when he was 8. He was not a behavior problem. He was a very intelligent kid who was having an extremely difficult time focusing on his work. Medicating him was not a decision I made lightly and I beat myself up for a long time due to the perception that the only kids on medication are the kids with lazy parents. Your assertion that boys are being doped into submission is the most ignorant thing I've ever heard. My son is now 19 and goes to college while working a part-time job and playing in a band. I know that the medication has helped him tremendously and have no regrets. The only thing I regret is uneducated people spouting off silly comments about things they have no knowledge about.
Kristen at August 14, 2011 12:12 PM
This guy had a replacement liver installed about ten years ago... He drank the first one clean away. If you want to get harsh with him for substance abuse, that's the place to start.
He doesn't seem to be saying anything too extraordinary here... He's describing the sensations that happens when you take powerful drugs. He's not recommending them, or promising that anyone else could sprout feathers and fly
Crid at August 14, 2011 12:23 PM
> I fear for the future of mankind
Really? By this?
crid at August 14, 2011 12:27 PM
At DragonCon, Larry was every bit a gentleman, even to the "little people".
So he didn't act like an idiot.
One statement doesn't an idiot make - he was just describing what he felt.
I'm sure there are others here who know better.
Radwaste at August 14, 2011 1:30 PM
Amy on LSD\shrooms. I'm truly surprised by this revelation.
Eric at August 14, 2011 3:23 PM
ronc, if it makes you feel better - I know a guy who toked and drank his way through two livers. He had no money or clout to speak of (his daughter, however, was a fierce and determined advocate).
Ben David, despite my better judgment, I'm going to ask you to provide some proof, some citation to a credible source, to support your assertion that "submission" is "feminine." And please take care to define your terms.
Amy, I'd love to know the name of that drug. My squirrels daydream. Which is fine (they're creative and reliable), but there are times when I'd like them to produce well in advance of deadline.
Michelle at August 14, 2011 3:34 PM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2422086">comment from MichelleAdderall. I just wish somebody had given it to me when I was 10.
Amy Alkon
at August 14, 2011 3:39 PM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2422089">comment from EricAmy on LSD\shrooms. I'm truly surprised by this revelation.
I'm really not a drug person. I haven't taken any drug since 1998 -- think that was when I tried the LSD.
Amy Alkon
at August 14, 2011 3:42 PM
Thank you.
Michelle at August 14, 2011 4:03 PM
Let's be ckear, I was on acid at least 20 percent of my classroom time, and it was wonderful for the time. Couldn't do it now though.
ronc at August 14, 2011 4:29 PM
Funny, I never liked LSD much, so I tried it a lot just to make sure.
Peyote just made me nauseated, and I never had the types of experiences I was hoping for after reading the Castenada books.
Mushrooms were probably the best psychedelic experience of the lot.
But they're all just doorways into your own psyche. You go through it and hopefully learn something and deal with whatever you need to deal with.
Here's what I find unfortunate (and talk about the dumbing-down of America): the party culture took over and now demands that you have no enlightenment experiences from psychedelics.
Just fun and sex and dance dance dance.
Gog_Magog_Carpet_Reclaimers at August 14, 2011 7:30 PM
Christ! This is a revelation! You guys are MUCH druggier, impulsive, and more recklessly medicated than I could ever have imagined. It's a tremendous surprise that you could all have been so casually irresponsible.
Now come sit beside me.
Crid [CridComment at gmail] at August 14, 2011 8:33 PM
Hagman can go to hell...twice. He destroyed his own liver through his drinking, then used his affluence to bypass those who needed liver transplants, and didn't owe their condition to their own bad decisions.
Fuck you, Larry.
Patrick at August 14, 2011 10:46 PM
"Its not drug use that bothers me. Its the rest of his idiocy that annoys me."
What 'rest of his idiocy'?
His support of the Democratic party? His support for alternative energy?
"people are free to be as stupid as they like. I don't have to respect them for it."
Neither do you have to dump on them either. Although seeing as how you're 'free...'
DrCos at August 15, 2011 6:04 AM
Close to a year ago, I read an article about the use of mushrooms to cure lung cancer. The US was finally allowing a few universities to do research again since the 70s, after Japan had shown them to be an almost cure. I wondered a few months later when my father was diagnosed with this same form of cancer, had they been researching actual medicinal uses for these things in the past thirty years if he would have been cured. Or at least, those last few months of his life been amazingly better.
It's a shame that our fears allow us to ban scientific pursuits.
It's also a shame that what one man's spiritual journey, no matter substance altered or not, gives many such a threatened view that they must ridicule.
Cat at August 15, 2011 8:32 AM
I wanted to get Robert's opinions, since he made a rather blanket statement.
Interesting how you and others immediately jumped into self-righteous-victimology-umbrage-mode - when I asked an question without even voicing an opinion.
Prejudiced much, eh?
Or do you just KNOW what non-religious people are also thinking- 'cause we're all such neanderthal?
Ben David at August 15, 2011 10:14 AM
You stated your prejudice very clearly, for all to see:
You don't mean with psoriasis drugs, do you?
Amy Alkon at August 15, 2011 10:39 AM
I smoke pot still, once in a great while. I ate a lot of acid back in the day. I stopped once I hit 25, and then only did it once a year, on my birthday, to remind myself not to take myself so seriously all the time. Kind of like a reality check. I stopped taking it long before the girls were born because I don't know who makes it anymore and have heard horror stories from some people about what it's being made with nowadays (LSD, I mean). Peyote made me sick to my stomach, and, like Gog, I didn't get to meet Don Juan when I took it, so I stopped. The shrooms were okay, but they made my stomach a little squicky too, so I don't eat them anymore either. A little wine, a little weed, and I'm good to go.
Flynne at August 15, 2011 11:21 AM
Ben David at August 15, 2011 1:38 PM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2423350">comment from Ben DavidAssuming that ADD/ADHD is really just about medicating boys into being girls reflects a suspicion that ADD/ADHD is bullshit. It is not. I assure you. My life has been changed enormously for the better simply by taking this little blue pill instead of a little white one, because the little blue pill pushes dopamine out and helps me focus -- like regular people do, who don't have the entire universe assaulting them at equal volume at the same time. For the first time today, I noticed stuff around my house that's been sitting there for six months -- or years. I couldn't see it before in the brain clutter. Everything was equal so nothing could be paid attention to in particular.
Amy Alkon
at August 15, 2011 1:43 PM
Good one, NY Times. Publishing a story like this on a full moon is oh-so-douchie. Who cares about Larry Hagman's weekend warrior bullshit? The world's circling the toilet bowl, and then there's this clown?
Glory-fucking-be! Eating a mushroom or LSD makes you feel love and compassion for other living things? Gee-whiz, that's such a cinch. I wonder how many people are on the same journey? -- the difference being that their progress is measured in sweat and tears. Day after day, night after night. Worrying, reaching out, showing humility, getting back up, listening. Step by ever-loving step.
You fucking coward, Hagman. Wipe that shit-eating grin off your fucking yoont. Go piss up a rope with a rake. Darn!
On the other hand, this is a somewhat interesting interview. Being buried in a wheat/cannabis field is a peculiar idea. Thanks for the link, Amy. Always interesting to read the posts and comments here.
There's definitely a therapeutic side to these drugs, but you have to be careful doncha? I prefer sobriety these past several years, thanks much.
As far as recreational experiences, there's a new documentary about The Merry Pranksters group that might be interesting. Don't really know much about that whole deal other than reading "The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test". Didn't they have to drop one of the young women off at Larry McMurtry's house because she was getting too far gone on acid? She thought a doll was her child? That doesn't really evoke a sense of merriment.
I don't know. Alcohol can be the worst of the worst. I don't know about this stuff sometimes, y'all. Dammit.
Jason S. at August 15, 2011 1:44 PM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2423368">comment from Jason S.I got to hang out with Leary a bunch of times. My late friend Roy Walford, a UCLA gerontologist who also ran the Biosphere II, took me to parties at his place. And no, in case anybody's wondering, people didn't seem to be high on anything beyond cheap wine and pot.
Amy Alkon
at August 15, 2011 2:07 PM
"...when I asked an question without even voicing an opinion." ~Ben David
BD, the idea you expressed, that submission is "feminine," is an opinion.
If instead you meant that boys are being drugged into feminine submission, instead of being drugged into masculine submission, please elaborate... on the unsupported assertion you made, which may or may not be an opinion.
Michelle at August 15, 2011 3:47 PM
Well, there are those on here who "know better". Some who apparently haven't even met the guy.
Radwaste at August 16, 2011 2:04 AM
Assuming that ADD/ADHD is really just about medicating boys into being girls reflects a suspicion that ADD/ADHD is bullshit.
I doubt that is what he was talking about. There is a growing body of evidence that ADHD medication is being prescribed for many children who don't actually have the condition, usually because they are more active than average, and often "willful" children.
From this article:
Stimulant drugs used to treat attention deficit hyperactivity disorder in millions of American children are effective but are probably being prescribed to many youths who do not have the disorder, concludes a report by Consumers Union, the publisher of Consumer Reports magazine.
WayneB at August 16, 2011 6:45 AM
Amy Alkon
http://www.advicegoddess.com/archives/2011/08/14/fly_like_an_eag.html#comment-2424539">comment from WayneBBy the way, expecting boys to behave isn't "feminizing" them. Boys were expected to behave -- and did -- when I was growing up, and they'd get whacked by their dad if they didn't. There was no acting out in any of my classes. We'd get our little asses kicked.
Amy Alkon
at August 16, 2011 7:02 AM
By the way, expecting boys to behave isn't "feminizing" them. Boys were expected to behave -- and did -- when I was growing up, and they'd get whacked by their dad if they didn't. There was no acting out in any of my classes. We'd get our little asses kicked.
Posted by: Amy Alkon
True, but then they were also allowed outlets for their energy back then as well.
Just a couple of years ago whne my brother was in grade school they werent allwed to run durring recess - not even when palying backet ball - thy had to walk slowly, and if the moved too fast the ball would be confiscated and they would have to sit against a wall until recess was over
lujlp at August 16, 2011 7:34 AM
WayneB:
... and it's been discussed on this blog - including the preponderance of boys who are misdiagnosed.
All part of a larger pro-male take on this blog, and approving reviews of books about letting boys be boys and "free range parenting".
I never said ADD was BS. Or even expressed my own opinion.
I asked a question about someone else's opinions after they issued a blanket condemnation of all drug use.
Ben David at August 16, 2011 1:04 PM
*You* characterized submission as feminine.
Step up.
Michelle at August 16, 2011 3:37 PM
Feminine nature has an profoundly receptive component.
Crid [CridComment at gmail] at August 16, 2011 6:14 PM
Crid, that's distinct from submission.
Michelle at August 17, 2011 9:20 AM
Michelle:
In the context of boys being disciplined/drugged in much larger numbers than girls - to conform to standards of classroom docility more natural to girls.
.... just curious - are you blonde?
Ben David at August 17, 2011 12:43 PM
>Crid:
>Christ! This is a revelation! You guys are MUCH >druggier, impulsive, and more recklessly medicated >than I could ever have imagined. It's a tremendous >surprise that you could all have been so casually >irresponsible.
>Now come sit beside me.
Oh! Oh! Is it the weekend yet?! No? the heck with it (twirls finger in air) Paarrtee! (jumps over to go sit on other side of 16 squirrel grrl) This is gonna be a good one...
(finger twirl, "PARTTEE")
ken at August 17, 2011 5:23 PM
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